For me, the words “finally” continues to ring as I create this blog post and while I created the video for my long awaited chapbook/zine called She Grew Stories. I’ve had the collection of poems finished for a couple years now and finally, I’m getting to the artwork I promised myself I would create one
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Around this time of year from December to the end of February, I’m often brought to my lowest of lows. As I’ve often talked about in my other posts here on my blog, the turning of a new age will often bring out memories I’ve thought I let go. This time is no different. Not all work is fun.
Another vlog means another end of a month. This time, I officially say goodbye to a good month, November.
This month, I set out to accomplish a number of things.
The real challenge was being able to incorporate each part seamlessly.
Every month, I find myself creating a list of goals I want to try accomplishing and each month I am faced with my own mental and emotional restrictions. I am sure that this will be a constant considering the ongoing struggle with depression. Reminding myself to be more lenient and understanding of myself can become tough when things on that list don’t get crossed-out like I wish them to be.
Recollecting September For this month, I’m doing another artist vlog to end it while I paint and ink a few things like The Hows of Us Fanart. It’s been a long month of emotions and self-reflection. I don’t think there was ever a time this month that I felt extremely good about myself but at
I’m in despair. I’m forever in a loop of dreaming for everything. I’m slightly constantly afraid of being stuck with the feeling of “it’s not enough” whether it’s with my art, my writing, my financial status, or my romantic status. Those last two are more of a lack of an actual status as I’m not
I tried out vlogging via the artist monthly vlog except I don’t think I actually did it right. I’ll try again for this month and see how it goes. I’m becoming more comfortable talking to the camera as well… how different is talking in front of it? ha. ha. ha. I hope to get back
New video means a new post? I try digital painting… again. Probably not BUT I’m going to do a post today just to see how it fairs. I pretty much delve into the topic of creating better habits for myself in other posts, so I didn’t want to repeat myself again. I also have a
to this blog. It’s where I dump unadulterated feelings and a very good medium for me to just let out any unrefined thoughts about how to go about my journey in life. That said, I’m really looking forward to incorporating my writing and art together. I’m making a new site. It’s called “June Adupe” where